SCARED OF DEATH

Are you scared of dieing ?

Does the very word make you freak ?

Death used to be one of my biggest fears, I suppose it still is. Death is something my OCD was wrapped around. I would make myself check and count by using the feared DEATH. How ? Simple! In my wacky head would come the feared if you do not get up and check that the cooker is off or the telly is unplugged then something bad will happen to someone you love ( Something bad would often mean death ) This used to send me crazy, for someone who has never battled OCD this may sound crazy, silly, mad and more. But if you have lived in my world of OCD, Fear and Panic I'm guessing you somehow understand. As I have said many times before things are better these days, meaning better then my teenage years when I would spend the nights up and down out of bed counting plug sockets and then unplugging my mothers freezer resulting in her weeks food shopping ending up in the bin ( not a happy mummy ) But of late I have had an attack of the OCD maybe I'm stress who knows I'm just battling the monster the best way I know. The mind is a powerful tool, Lets just remember it's ours so we can control it if we really want to.

ALL CHILDREN ARE AMAZING

WHY DO I LOVE ASPERER'S ?

Because Asperger's lives within my son and he lives within it.

His the most amazing boy I have ever meet! But as you know Aspergers or no aspergers all mums will say this about there own. I also have a little angel named Alice. She does not have the condition but they are both loved very much the same way. You hear so many mother today always saying how they wished there lives were different. How they wished there child could do this or that or wasn't this or that way! But why? All our children are different and each and everyone of them has there own amazing mind. Children are amazing little people. When I say children I mean each and every single one of them. Love your child for who they are, love them for being them!